2nd EdiTiOn

Finally i did it all by myself. 5 buntings + 400 aturcara. Penat + membosankan + fedup + meluat. Nobody helps me dis time but it’s ok. At least i got something to do on dis rainy sunday in dis lonely ofis.

Tomorrow morning i hev to b here b4 8, which i rarely make it hahaha.. n now i’m hungry. Going back to grab any fud left from las nite bbq. i’m done here! yatta!!

I Want It That Way - Backstreet Boys

You are my fireThe one desireBelieve when I sayI want it that way

But we are two worlds apartCan't reach to your heartWhen you sayThat I want it that way

[Chorus:]Tell me whyAin't nothin' but a heartacheTell me whyAin't nothin' but a mistakeTell me whyI never wanna hear you sayI want it that way

Am I your fireYour one desireYes I know it's too lateBut I want it that way

[Chorus]

Now I can see that we're falling apartFrom the way that it used to be, yeahNo matter the distanceI want you to knowThat deep down inside of me...

You are my fireThe one desireYou areYou are, you are, you are

Don't wanna hear you sayAin't nothin' but a heartacheAin't nothin' but a mistake(Don't wanna hear you say)

I never wanna hear you sayI want it that way

Tell me whyAin't nothin' but a heartacheTell me whyAin't nothin but a mistakeTell me whyI never wanna hear you say(Don't wanna hear you say it)I want it that wayI want it that way

Eyes - Rogue Wave

Missed the last train home
birds pass by to tell me
that im not alone
well im pushing myself
to finish this part
i can handle a lot
but one thing i’m missing is in your eyes

have you seen this film
it reminds me of walking down the avenue
well im washing my hands of attachments,
yeah i will land on the ground
but one thing I’m missing is in your eyes

Heaven - Nidji (Starworld Asia Soundtrack)

Don’t beg
Don’t cry to your children
Don’t even cry
To your papa

Don’t try
To beg to your people
Don’t even cry
To your mama

Reff : ‘Cause Heaven is too far
Away tonight
Heaven is too far
Away.. tonight

Don’t laugh
Don’t scream to your children
Don’t even cry to your sister..

Don’t talk
Don’t play with the children
‘Cause you ain’t gonna get my heart

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owh i’m so screwed today. bowing! lazy! slipi! semalam tdo lmbt sbb gi dinner majlis anugerah tokoh tu. dah la mkn byk! smpai umah trus tdo muahaha.. b4 tdo ade kol oppaa jap. saje je nk kacau dier tdo. sora lalok abish. shekshi =p dah tu pg td bole dier x igt yg kite ckp ngn dier smpai 3 minit lbih. nmpk sgt kite ckp sorg2 ms tu kn. adoiii oppaa oppaa… xpe nex time nk kacau lg hehe..

about the dinner las nite, ok laa not bad. 1st time jejakkn kaki lam KL Convention Centre n my 2nd time g dinner ngn menteri wilayah pskutuan. Fud dier stended je (chinese cuisine) smpai nk muak dh asyik mkn yg same jer.. nape x wat japanese fud ke.. indian fud ke.. muahaha ske2 hati je =p

one thing yg x puas hati ngn event tu pasal dier nyer media management yg x smooth n byk humming kluar dr sound system dier. Projection pun x smooth n byk kantoi. hehe mentang2 la ade experience jage projection tp diri sndiri pun slalu kantoi gaks =p tp kantoi diorg smlm ni tlalu obvious n nmpk sgt diorg xde backup system. bkn ape.. juz x patut la event yg dihadiri menteri jd cam2 kn. venue dier pun bkn calang2 tmpt. so it shouldn’t be that way la.. but for sure ms post mortem diorg kene belasah =p hurmm teringat lg mase mude dolu2.. smpai nangis2 time post mortem. memalukan jer! ckit2 nk nangis. xleh tahan lgsung! tp yg pasti presiden kitorg sgt lah garang time tu. menakutkn… leh trauma kene tenking smpai skang muahaha.. nurul nurul… (pantang ditenking)

it’s all coming back to me now huhu mentang2 ler xde keje.. balik awal la satgi. owh.. forgot again. bout my license. dh mati 2 minggu lepas! nandaiyoo nandakore aigoo aigoo nurul~~ wat happened to me? slame ni dok bwk kete ke hulu ke hilir gi shah alam laa gi cameron laa.. seb baik xde polis tahan. hurmm ni yg malas ni. nk kene gi jpj lak renew lesen. kluar lg 30 hinggit. ni blom pkai kete sndiri lg. bile la nk kaye ni. oppaa keje lak cpt oppaa..huhu =p melalut lak dh2.. screw me creepo

I’m in a black n blue kurung today feeling so blues like the song from the Switchfoot called The Blues. I luv this song really. I was pulled towards the song n lyric when i heard it as one of the soundtracks in One Tree Hill yet i’ve heard it from my mp3 much more earlier than that. Switchfoot besh!

"Is this the New Year or just another night?
Is this the new fear or just another fright?
Is this the new tear or just another desperation?

Is this the finger or just another fist?
Is this the kingdom or just a hit n’ miss?
A misdirection, most in all this desperation

Is this what they call freedom?
Is this what you call pain?
Is this what they call discontented fame?

It’ll be a day like this one
When the world caves in
When the world caves in
When the world caves in

I’m singing this one like a broken piece of glass
From broken arms an’ broken noses in the back
Is this the New Year or just another desperation?

You’re pushing till you’re shoving
You bend until you break
Till you stand on the broken fields where our fathers lay

It’ll be a day like this one
When the world caves in
When the world caves in
When the world caves in
When the world caves in
When the world caves in
When the world caves in

There’s nothing here worth saving,
Is no one here at all?
Is there any net left that could break our fall?

It’ll be a day like this one
When the sky falls down and the hungry and poor and deserted are found
Are you discontented? Have you been pushing hard?
Have you been through and down this broken house of cards?

It’ll be a day like this one
When the world caves in
When the world caves in
When the world caves in

Is there nothing left now?
Nothing left to sing
Are there any left to haven’t kiss the enemy?
Is this the New Year or just another desperation?

Just as I could find you, do the wicked never lose?
Is there any honest song to sing besides these blues?

And nothing is okay
Till the world caves in
Till the world caves in
Till the world caves in
Till the world caves in
Till the world caves in
Until the world caves in
Until the world caves in
Until the world caves in
Until the world caves in
Until the world caves in
Until the world caves in"

I want to go back early today. I wish i would b excited enuf to play badminton this evening. Dah lame x men sports oiii~ windu nk men squash! hehe.. windu nk g hiking gak.. hurmmm…  teringat ms mude dolu2 hehe =p

my yogurt stoberi dh menjadi. marvellous! yummy yummy! juz tlebih orange juice je ckit. mashem but still nice =)

yatta!!